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Thursday, January 6, 2011
HELLLO
sorry that i haven't blogged for ages. BUT. I'm finally form 4. well, in the begining it's okay..but then few days later it kindda sucks for me. I don't know why. Maybe I'm seperated with my friends. They're in another class and I'm all alone in this stupid LK class. =.=. Anyways, I tot of eventhough we're seperated it didn't really matter cuz our friendships are close.. But it turns out that i'm wrong. Today during tuition..I felt so left out.. It like all of the sudden i feel different..like "not blended in" between them. Am I thinking too much? I hope so. =(. I was quiet in tuition today..maybe that'll explain why I'm felt left out...MAYBE!. Lynn tried to cheer me..but it didn't really work at all..well, maybe a bit. Things just change when u're growing older. They don't know how freaking sad I am that time. I ALMOST CRIED . but thank god i didn't. I was drinking back my tears. ='(. I'm totally lost now. Like seriously, I don't know what my life is going to turn out to be.
what should i do now? pay more attention on my studies? yeah, well i'm doing that too. But I just don't feel comfortable in form 4. It makes me uneasy. =(((!!!. DAMN IT FORM 4 LIFE. |